Here I go

In about thirty minutes I'll be leaving work to go sit with the big dogs. So scary. I will be at the mercy of a perfect stranger and she has no idea HOW much my emotions will be bundled around her every word. My stomach is knotted up to the extreme. It's that knowing I have no control over things. And knowing I've run off the one friend I will want to talk to most. I have a way of making things harder on myself.

yeah, good one Megan.

Wish me luck.